2am- holidaays can't come any slower

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I want to blow off my overseas trip to go on a road trip. Or a plane trip to the GC.

At dinner my sister chucked a HUGE hissy fit about "missing out on summer again".

I keep thinking about holidays even though I have more than 2 months of work to go. This is turning out to be really bad, because I spend all this time visiting web-jet.com and googling "budget stay in melbourne/GC" instead of doing my hw/assignments. 

There's a work retreat coming up, and we're staying at the CP in the hunter. I'm unsure as to how fun it will be, but hopefully I will have made enough friends at work to make it moderately enjoyable.

The thing about where I work, is the high turnover rate. And I guess it really bugs me because people keep leaving :(. I mean, its hard enough getting to know you from the very beginning (age difference and all), but then leaving (I'm really good at awkward goodbyes) + I have 1 less person to have lunch with in the office?!  Maybe its just me, but I find it REALLY hard to get to know/meet someone properly when you're not directly working with them.

Example senario.  Sitting in the office in the area with the unallocated seats.  Room starts to fill up and a random (who looks like a new grad) sits down next to you and sets up her laptop to commence work.  Most often than not, I find myself continuing my work and look like I haven't noticed someone next to me, while thinking of all these different ways to strike up a conversation.  When I do, though, I don't regret it, because people I meet at work are usually fantastic and have a very good sense of humour/taste in clothing (haha!).  New grads are actually very eager to make new friends in the office.  That will be some of you in a few years time. 

Ughh started talking about work again.  Would I rather talk about T distributions? I guess not.

Hmph :( I've just realised how tired I am.  I'm a bit sick of the staff they've cut off my current team I have so much work to do. And uni, I wish everyone would put in a bit more effort into our group work. And home? I wish everyone would stop argueing less and making more brownies.  I really want some brownies. :(  Will someone make me some brownies and a cup of hot chocolate to drown my sorrows?


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SPIDER
SPIDER ON MY DESK

Things to do:

• Get my P's
• Buy my car (in my dreaaaams)
• Get some sleep
• DO WELL IN MY EXAMS DAMNIT
• Go to the beach
• Go kayaking
• Go rock climbing
• clean up my room
• sell my horrid marketing textbook (YESS)

ahhh sighsighsigh. I wish my best friend lived next door to me (no offence of course, mawson).  Ah, I need some lovin' and some huggy, a brownie and a hot choc muggy.

ignore me. i am having a retard moment (spending the entire weekend at home does that to me) (and I love using these brackets) {and these} [and these!] < not these>

Have a lovely week guys. MAKE ME BROWNIES