Miss vague

My friend tried to draw me at work today. It reminded me of the times we did stuff like this in high school. People uses to draw me with a pony tail or bun. Oh, how I've grown up. I like how friendly she's drawn me :D IRL I look real grumpy all the time.

Anyway. Today I thought "ARGH I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE GET ALL VAGUE AND SHIZ". But then I realised I'm really vague all the time. Especially when I want to change the topic in a conversation. I like digressing from one thing to another (as you may all know already).

Anyway, digressing slightly, isn't it strange how we feel days drag on for so long, or pass by real quick? (sorry for talking like an uncultured person, but I'm really into spelling things wrong and uzin' wrong grammar these days).

Anyway. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. What do I do? Where to from here? What am I going to do for the rest of my life? Was it worth it? When will I get over it? When will I get the guts? I try to talk about it, but I don't know where to start. Ahhh I feel like what I didn't have (choices) earlier, are now being thrown at me from all directions and I don't have the time to think about it, and as a result can't make a decision.

Things always come in rushes, or clusters, or masses. Glad to say that this time, it's not anything bad.