On breakfast and remembering stuff

I sent this pic to A this morning and she asked me if they were big cherry tomatoes.

NO!  They are full sized tomayters with giant mushrooms.

M bought a new frying pan, and it's HUGE!  So this morning, I hobbled into the kitchen and used the pan first. It's amazing. I cooked the tomatos, mushrooms and bacon at the same time. AT THE SAME TIME! Is that not amazing?

Totally told myself that eating a big breakfast will motivate me to study for the rest of the day. Such a lie.

Breakfast comaaaaa.


REMEMBERING STUFF  (or re-thinking stuff though)

When I wake up in the mornings, sometimes I don't feel hungry. I use this time to lie in bed and think. And on the rare occasion that I tell myself to go to bed earlier at night, I usually end up sitting there and thinking some more.  I've come to realise that my bed has become my thinking space!

I revisit situations that have happened during the day gone by, or some particular incident that happened a few weeks/months/years ago.  Sometimes they're so funny I have to bury my face into my blanket to smother my crazy laughing. 

But sometimes I think about awkward things that have happened before. Oh boy. It's like reliving super painful moments. My face screws up in agony, I curl up into a ball and roll around my bed wailing. WHYYY.

And then sometimes I get more worked up and pissed off after thinking about things.  Such as thinking about racist comments that have been thrown at you in the past.  The moment it actually happens, I am unprepared for it and unequipped to deal with it.  However the more I think about it afterwards, the angrier I get.  And by then, it's not like I can do anything about it, because the person who made those remarks is long gone.

Luckily for me there's alot from the first category. MDK probably think I'm crazy.

They might be right.



PS. To people who don't like vegemite... WHY?! The combination of fresh crunchy toast, melted butter and a smidge of vegemite makes my mouth water. Cannot get enough of it!

PPS. Just had a massive retard moment. I was so frustrated that I was pretty much yelling "WHERE THE HELL ARE THE SOLUTIONS?!" I am so blind -_-